x-mas eve 2010,I have been in an arguement with my wife,due to I wanted to try and work from home,other then going to the same shit job I had for the past 14 years.I have bipolar disorder,I was going through one of my manic phase,I thought I could make money at home through a raido-wifi feed.We decided to spend the night at my wife"s parents house,due to we have not spoken to my parents in years.When we arrived I was telling my in-laws about what I thought I might want to do for work.My Mother in law told me if I left my job and didn"t have another,then I could go to hell.My wife was angry with me,everyone started shouting at me,telling me to sit down and shut the fuck up.My 2 boys were there as well,15 year oldand a 11 year old.I spent about $500 on my kids that was sitting on the floor,that we brought with us.After everyone making me feel like a piece of shit,I wanted to drive myself home.My father in-law,stood up blocked me,and forced me to sit on a stool in kitchen.I told them they are holding me here against my will.My mother in law herd that went in bedroom called police.My mother in-law and my wife told the police I am fucking nuts with a mental disease.The police gave me a choice jail or mental hospital.I figured this is fucked,I cant watch my kids open presents I bought?..So I start yelling outside(look police are going to beat me up).That was enough for them to kick my ass and take me to jail.I spent x-mas there through new-years.When I finally got out on bond,thats right bond,I am being charged with assult on a police officer.If you yell or anything here in Macomb Township.Michigan, While they want to arrest you,you get a felony charge,that they concider assult.When I get out I start working on this wifi-raido feed again.My wife gets angry,calls police again,I go to mental hospital for 2 weeks.Here it is Feb.25 now,I have been at my parents house for 3 weeks.No car or money,phone got shut off,rent on house didnt get paid(due to me being locked up.)..So my wife hates me,in 1 month i lost my wife kids,house,car and dignity.I am 38 years old sleeping on a kids bunk bed in a spare room.I still have to go to court,and posibly jail.This has been my life since xmas eve.Sitting at my mom and dads house that i haven"t seen in years,wife is in a house she is loosing and packing to move to my in-laws.My Wife,2 boys was the only people i knew or loved,I have no friends,I can"t even play fucking farmville on facebook,(due to no friends to invite).All I think about is hanging myself.I overdosed 3 times before and could not do the job right.I think I am going to die,other then sit alone at my folks and rot.I had everything I ever wanted before x-mas.Now I don"t even have my self-respect. | |
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