LIFE SUCKS

bad things always happen to good people

Ok first off my daddy a jail bird which left me to be raised by my single mother who always have two other kids anyways she got married to a scumbag when I six he started touching an raping because my mom always worked because her husband didn't want to take care of someone else's kids anyways I finally told but was forced to lie in court I was only 12 then on top of that she stayed with him I live in a small town where everyone thinks I am a lier I have no friends I can't find a nd or when I do I can't keep one because I can't trust men and then I had a friend who set me up and got me raped she planned the raped and then I find out I was pregnant with my rapist child I kept it then two years later I start dating a guy who beat me find out he was a cheater week after the breakup I find out I was pregnant again the jerk was punching holes in the condoms just to trap me who to this day make my life a living hell and who ditch me while I was pregnant and left me broke I worked but I lost my job because the pregnancy was high risk anyways so anyways he's dating a new girl but still true to control me I have always been a good person and help others in need I am a student / nurse oops was a nurse who can't get a friend or nd if my life counted on it I am not ugly so I don't understand what's up with that but ya I am also bi polar which does not help any and ma family disowned me because they think I rued my mother marriage and is a lier I am only 22 and I wish I was die