Guess What? Life sucks for me, too. I know it may not be anything compared to some people out there, but to me it's just as bad.
I go to school in a different town, half hour away.
When I go there I have a whole different life.
I could be whoever I want to be!
But when I come home,
I notice I forgot my life.
I never bring it home.
That's not what my parents would expect from me.
They expect me to be polite and understanding,
even though they know I'm not.
I was walking home from services,
and I thought,
"What is there to live for,
if you left something important behind?
I left my life in school,
a half hour away!"
You see I have no friends where I live.
My friends are all half hour away!
I have a whole different life there.
When I come home from school,
I have no friends to hang out with.
I don't have anybody to study with.
I also have more problems than that;
My parents follow strict religion rules:
I can't wear pants outside of my house.
I can't eat out.
There are so many to list,
I'm constantly forgetting them.
But they always come back.
My sister decided she would tell a boy who is a geek in my school,
that I like him, even though I don't. He asks me out constantly,
and I say, "NO."
I don't want a boyfriend (I'm not allowed to have one anyway).
It was so embaressing walking into school,
everybody staring at me...
and do you know why?
Because he put me up on his facebook,
as In A Relationship With: A.S. (not gonna say my name...just initials...)
Most humilliating day of my life...
and so I made up a fictional character named Justin,
and I was really talking about Justin Bieber...(