I am an 18 year old girl, who recently graduated from High School, let's say my life has been nothing but garbage, I had all my hopes up for going to college I thought that finally maybe i'd get a chance to have a boyfriend or maybe make new friends and hang out and stuff, but so typical and I didn't expect it at all, my dad was diagnosed with lung cancer, so I dropped out of college to help him and take him to his quemo's and I had my hopes up that he would get better,but just four months after the new he passed, my heart is so broken now I can't go out anywhere I can't enjoy anything, because everything reminds me of him, and to make matters worse me,my mom and my sister were left with nothing, but loans and bill to pay, so I went job hunting and found a job and to really top it up I lost my job in a month, we have no money I'm fat and ugly as shit, no one like me I've never had a boyfriend in my entire life, never been kissed (Major Looser!!) no one takes me seriously my mom blames me for everything my sister is the fucking golden child to her and she also says I'm worthless and a mistake and the only person who at least talked to me was my dad and he's gone, so I couldn't possibly imagine that my fucked up life could get any worse than this and if it does,,, well... ✝ ... I don't really know what would happen. | |