This is why my life sucks. I got married at age 19 to my hischool sweetheart and had to kids with her. This was the love of my life. Sounds like a happy story right. Wrong during the whole marrige she never helped me, never cooked, rearly cleaned, and hardly ever worked. What she did do is repeatedly cheat on me and treat me and our children horribly. I put up with all of this to keep my family together only for her to break up the family anyway. Whats sad is that I still love her and although womwen seem to like me I cannot connect with any of them. My children are damaged from all of this and I don't know how to help them. Everyday I live a meaningless exsistance. I have a job I hate where I work with people I don't like and make just enough money to get by. I'm 41yrs old and feel my life may as well be over. The only joy I have is when my kids are doing okay wich is rearly. Unfortunatly they have issues as well. My children are biracial thier mother was black I am white not that its a bad thing but I see that they have a hard time with it and that also breaks my heart. My children live with me and rearly see thier mother. I get almost no help. I basicly live to take care of them. Every day I have to put on a fake smile Tell them everything is great and the relive the same crappy day over and over till I am lucky enough for It to be over. | |
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because u are one of the best fathers in the world.
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