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Posted by anonymous at December 4, 2009
Tags: Bad Luck  December 2009  Health

This is the story of why my life sucks. Please understand that I realize that my life could be so much worse and I know that there are people in this world who are going through things much worse than I am. This is pretty much just a way for me to vent my feelings right now.

I found out in October that I was pregnant. I have been wanting to be a mom for a very long time. It wasn't a planned pregnancy, but we ( my b/f and I) were very excited. We were hoping for a little boy.

A week ago, I started to have some complications that threatened the pregnancy so I had an early ultrasound done. I was supposed to be 9 weeks pregnant but the measurements on the u/s showed only 6 weeks. Also it showed that I had been pregnant with twins but lost one of them. This was hard to deal with, but I felt better knowing that one baby was still alive and had a heartbeat.

Along came Thanksgiving... probably a day that will be hard to enjoy for a few years. I started to miscarry the other fetus in the morning. I knew it was happening. I was in denial. I bled for 4 days before I went to get an ultrasound. On the screen where a heartbeat used to be, there was no more. The next day I had a D&C.

Now all I seem to think about is loosing my two children and everywhere I go I see pregnant women and babies and it makes me so sad. I cry myself to sleep every night. Nothing that people say helps because they havn't been where I am right now. So... yea... my life sucks and its not fair and that's about it.


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By anonymous at 06,Dec,09 04:43

Im so sorry for losing your children...
it really must be so painful...
u cant over that...u will always remember that...
but dont stop trying... the next time when u will succeed and born your kids, the pain will not be so strong... and with the years maybe it will go....

By anonymous at 07,Dec,09 18:25

u shud know that ur babies r in heaven nd they'll be waiting there for you but right now, they just want you to be stop crying and remember u have a loving family and eventhough u lost 2babies, they'lll always be there in ur heart x

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