Thing have always suck being in and out of foster homes all my childhood, that did not suck at the time but when I got older and discovered that really it was just lack of effort and or caring{by my parents} enough to do any thing about it is strange to me after becoming a parent?Then after stupid and fake marriage and long painful divorce,lost my child in accident 1 year ago and ex is still causing me as much trouble as possible,family members came out of the wood work to comfort me... ha...ha..ha more like to gossip about one another so I have stop all contact with all of them and I that is one good thing,they were all classless and tacky some I have not seen in 30 years anyway.Now in debt so much will never get out from ex running up many credit card and lawyer fees.I do have a job however,Some times I dont know why,one step away from being homeless and always to broke to do anything while co-worker are living it up and thinking I just cant handle money I dont explain my ordeal to any of them It would just give the gossip vine more to talk about,and sometimes it hard to beleive how grown up adults will act and I used to like to cut up and have fun as much as anyone but they come to me and tell me about stupid stuff like when they get bent because somebody got a new car or something, they are all very petty and I just try not to tell them what I really think of them to keep my little check coming | |
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