Hi everyone.
My life sucks cause I got the feeling that no one loves me, no one thinks I am interesting, no one wants to befriend me. Maybe I'm just being paranoiac but I don't think so. I do my best to go toward people, to try to talk to them, but it seems that I'm nobody's type. I'm definately born to suffer,to stay alone for the rest of my life, to keep yelling to the unfairness of this world, with no one to hear me, no one to care.
I don't know what else to say.
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This world is unfair.
People are starving,animals are suffering, people are being bullied and abused, so many people are lonely,...
So much suffering everywhere.
This world is so fucked up, I sometimes don't know what I'm here for.
No one likes me, I'm nice to everyone, but, I guess I'm just some ugly nerdy bitch to them.
It's all about being popular.
If you're not part of the 'cool gang', you can forget it.
And you know whose fault it is?
Society, the media, ...
The media gives us this image that we all have to be 'beautiful' and 'gorgeous'. If you don't follow a certain style, you're out.
Other people form other groups, like goths and punks.
But I don't belong with them either.
I don't know where I belong.
Sometimes I really believe I'll be lonely forever.
And to be honest, it scares me.
Who ever doesn't want to be around you guys,doesn't deserve your time.There is other things in life to look forward. Family??.
Recently a cute woman at work started being very nice to me for some reason. She is not really my type, but I will give her a chance, she might turn out to be a very nice friend.
My reptile's scientific name: Crotalus viridis oreganus
Let me thank you for your answers.
So, don't worry guys. You see ? No way, I won't renounce to who I am to please to people. I won't never try to change or do any thing in this kind...
Now, talking about groups..I don't belong to any group neither. I always thought that maybe because all the poeple I know are normal, and since I am not, then that explains why I am feeling alone. But then, I met abnormal people, they seem to make their own group as well, which group I wasn't able to belong to. So, I guess my life is going to be, as I always was in fact, an eternal loneliness, frsutration, insecurity, unhappiness...
And trust me, you couldn't know how I'm trying to get outta this..But it still did'nt work..
No family
Kids hate me
Husband doesnt want to be around me
All alone in such a big world
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