im a trerable person i am ugly i dont have a life and im fat beause of my father and i have to move and be the new girl once again im tyred of my life and theres nothing anyone can do about it im not going on meds i am going to beome sick and die and then i will finaly be happy.I have nothing,and i never will have anything.School is a worthless death trap,i hate all the people who pretend to care and they just look you starait in the leye and lie to you.Im being eaten away im fading away into nothing i am dieing and i dont care at all. I am worthless i dont know how to do anthing right.My life had just started and its already over.I cant take life anymoor I am not made to live .I have no reason to....and just so you know im 12. | |
I was fat in school, got raped at 14 by three boys, and I am a boy. My dad left cuz he couldn't handle having a son who was queer. I was gay because when I was having sex with boys they accepted me. (I later learned that it was a false acceptance, that only existed because I was having sex with them, but it was still acceptance.)
I had big ears, a big greek nose, no body hair until I was almost 18, no girl would ever go out with me, and on top of that I had a small penis.
I didn't give up.
My ears don't stick out now, my nose is still goofy looking, but I just laugh it off. Girls have gone out with me, I even was married once, and have a child, but the marriage broke up, and I am alone most of the time, but fill the gaps, when I really need someone, usually with a guy.
Life always sucks when you are young, and sometimes when you get older too, but there are always little flashes of good, that give us reason to keep on living.
Don't give up
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