every day my ife is the same , is so fucking boring , am tired of go to school , and have perfect grades, am tired of never skept a class , am tired of be a zombie, who does everything like a routine. i used to e happy befre , i had so many friends , i had a bestfriend , and a life that changed everyday and smiles and exciment , but then my family moved to this country , and mylife became a vivid hell that is always burning me. at the beginning everything was untouchable , i didnt felt any change just loneliness, i felt this empty space in me , but it didnt hurt , not a bit. i didn understand what people said , the english was a foreing language to me, that i didnt want to learn nor speak , i was in my own world pretending to be there at home, yet happy, but i woke up of that fantasy when i began highschool. i noticed that people there spoke my language s i tried to be invisible so people wont see my presence there , but they saw me , and they tried to tal to me and to be my friends, i accepted them , idk why , they are good friends but i still feeling incomplete they talked about the same , they look the same , and to make things worse i like this boy who doesnt even like me or respct me , am tired of this am tired of be me , i wanna switch with someone , see wht it is like not to be me at least for a day . i wanna go bsck 10 months and have the chance to choose everything again , if that were possible i would be in cuba , laughing at my friend's jokes and having a great moment , but what can i do , this is my so called life, and i cant go away or dissapear, but still i wish i could do it . | |