LIFE SUCKS

I hate it

Hi I am a 25 yr old male from Singapore. Life was quiet ok until I injured my farking eye. I work as a mechanic with my father. I repair excavator's air con for a living. I have to face the sun and rain everyday. I am soaked with mud and dirt every single day as excavator are only operational in construction places. But I took it as a man. I travel the whole Singapore alone with my van and equipment in my van. Until one day, sept 3rd 2010. A metal piece flew and it my eye. Initally iwas told that I should be able to see clearly after steroids injection. But after admitting in the hospital 3 days for the jab, I still cannot see.

Three months has passed. My injured eye has only 60 per cent vision. Now everything that I see is overlapping each other. I am depressed for the whole three months. I am sad and stressed. Everything I see is not as beautiful as last time. Whole lot of thoughts coming in to my mind. I am scared and afraid. Afraid of my good eye. Afraid of dying. Afraid of going out. Afraid of cancer. I think I am going crazy.

Hope no more problems in my life