Im 16 years old. I am overweight. I am ugly. I have a problem. It has started eversince the fifth grade. I have this issue. My body odor NEVER goes away. I try EVERYTHING to get rid of it. Sometime it hurts. I put deoderant on constantly. I wash my clothes constantly. Yet still it doesnt go away. I get made fun of. I get sniffles all days from my smell. People look at me in the hallways. Everynow and then I hear someone screaming "EWW IT STINKS" or "IT SMELLS LIKE SHIT" in the hallways. I cant defend myself due to this. I dont know what im doing wrong. I practise my Hygene CONSTANTLY. I come from a high class family.They hate me and they even admitted it. I try to be as positive I can. I have a few friends but Im embarrassed due to my issue. My family beats me. I am not allowed to talk to boys. Last night I got abused for being on facebook and looking at a picture of a boy. Im not ever allowed to stay out like the other girls. My parents constanly check on me to find out if im doing something wrong. My sister is a compulsive liar. She blaims me for EVERYTHING and my parents believe her. I have really bad acne which hasnt stopped since I was 10. I am 147 pounds and 5'4. I try to fit in. I go to mass 4 times a week just to pray. I really like this boy who just used me and ignores me. My best friend of 4 years ditched me for her new boyfriend. I have suicidal thoughts but I love my god so much I cant do anything. I have never slept over a friends house. My mom doesnt let me have text messeging because she thinks im going to do bad things. I have never smoked nor done drugs nor had sexual intercourse. I have never had a boyfriend. People judge me EVERYWHERE I go. I am not going to lie sometimes I have good times but I just want to know why I have this problem. Im very thankful for everything I have ,but I cant deal with this. It is a rodeblock in my life. I need help. I cry myself to bed EVERY night. I cant do this alone. Please help me. god bless. | |
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Lose Weight: Not for anybody else but for your own self esteem and happiness, no need to puke ans stuff, just eat healthy and get in 1 hour of excercise daily if you can.
See a doctor: About your odor, it can be dealt with if it is vaginal or anywhere else it is not an issue there are products for these things.
Your Parents: they sound awful from what i have read here, I suggest talking to them, if they dont respect you, you'll just have to put up with it or get emancipated legally.
Good luck
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