My life sucks because I知 in a place of confusion; I am in a very lonely verbally abusive marriage. My husband makes good money and supports me and our two children well, but spends his nights with his friends smoking pot and watching sports. Never gives any time to me. I end up upstairs watching movies by myself every night. I moved away from my family and friends and feel very alone. Now, I know most people would say leave him...
And I wish I had the strength and courage to do so. But I'm scared, for my boys, for me. I don't know why I知 so scared. I知 very smart and a go-getter. But have very low self esteem. I just don't understand what I知 doing wrong. I try so damn hard and all he does is complain about everything I do. I feel trapped and so unhappy. I'm going to go talk to someone. Maybe that will be a good start. I have done that before in our marriage but it all comes to same place where I am in now. I don't even know what a good marriage would be like or even a friend anymore.
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's wroth and move on to someone who will love you and your children from a woaman who just left your shoes
The fear you feel is because of the verbal abuse he gives to you. And you either know of feel that it can turn physical.
By moving far from family you allowed him to have complete control of your life. Start getting friends and family involved in your life and wwhat is going on with you immediately for protection as well as support.
Then you can let the negotications begin. You need to tell him that this isnt what you pictured and something has to change or you will. Don't be affraid , if you are affraid of this man, then move someone in with you a realative a neighbor someone needs to talk to you daily for support and back up.
You allowed him to control you when you gave up your entire life and family and friends. You ned to reverse that, and bring them ack into the picture.
He will not treat ou qwrong or harm you if he knows you have friends and family who will back you up.
good luck, I am not and will not say leave his ass, cause you rpobalby wont, however i will say protect yourself get some friends who know you, know the ituation, and ones you talk to throughout the day
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