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Posted by anonymous at November 28, 2010
Tags: Attitude  Health  2010 November

My life sucks badly. I really have no life. What I'm about to tell, you'll probably find difficult to believe.
I lived a normal life till I was 16. Then I burned my face in the sun. My case has to be unique, cause it somehow changed the skin on my face. I mean some crap started to grow on it, like a second skin filled with lots of little black dots. Now I look crappy, like if I have an ugly mask on my face. I can reduce it with creams containing alpha & beta acid, but I was doing it for 6 years (now I'm 22) and I look slightly better. It wouldn't be a problem but there is this small issue. People stare. And laugh. I had normal life before this, had no problem with people, had many friends, girls liked me, some of them even wanted me. Now everything is lost. It's all been reduced to one friend, computer of which I'm bored, depression, pills. Everyday now I don't feel like doing anything. Nothing gives me any satisfaction. When I go for a walk I wear a cap and a hood so nobody can see me.
Everybody around me tells me it's in my head. When I hear my father or mother saying how handsome I am I don't know weather to cry or to laugh. I was sent to a hospital for psychos and they diagnosed that I suffer from Body Dysmorphic Disorder. I never believed I have it and still don't. Different people told me how I look so the doctors are just being polite.
Anyway, I have enough of this. I'm wondering how much time I have till I go crazy, kill myself or run out of money (parents won't live forever).
Maybe someone also had this kind of problem and knows how to treat it (except for going to a psychiatrist)?


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By anonymous at 13,Dec,10 15:15

That really sucks...

But listen, at one time in your life, a very special person will come by, who will look past your face, and will see how beautiful you are inside.


By anonymous at 13,Dec,10 20:33

Maybe it's not as bad as you think. Afterall, the doctors even said it's body dysmorphic disorder. Get more therapy. It's in your head. Once you realize this, your world will open up.


By anonymous at 14,Dec,10 00:47

LifE does suck and life is unfair. I suffer froma skin disease of the face also and yeah, I know how shitty feels when people stare. The fact remains that we were dealt a shitty hand, but that's what we have to deal with. You will find someone, that's a given, so don't worry about that. Try to focus what life has to offer; you can have some fun if you open up. People are shallow and these people aren't worth shit, so please don't waste your time on them. I know this is corny, but truly what matters is what is on the inside, people will remember this and not your defect if they are worth anything. Last thing, we all get old and ugly one day, remember that. Wish you the best
By anonymous at 14,Dec,10 21:36

Thank you all for your comments and I wish you the best.


By anonymous at 20,Dec,10 05:19

You should see a few other doctors for additional opinions.

Personally, I have have a very active social life and the truth is people are horrible. They will betray you, steal your things, beat you, tear your heart in half, torment you make you life unbearable. That mask might be a gift to keep scum away.

I recommend "Teachings of the Buddha" of Jack Kornfield. The book helps make this shit hole bearable.


By anonymous at 04,Dec,11 05:29

Remember, there are shitty peole that laugh and there are also few nice people that may laugh at first but next all they think is to friendly make you feel comfortable and try to ignore what you're worrying about.

And also, some parts of my hair drops a lot and now it's a strange form. Many friends laugh at it, I'm not angry at them because they are close,but actually I feel rather uncomfortable, and, most of all, lose great confidence on my appreance, even put my hat on in the classroom, all day long.

So, I guess your situation is much worse than, but similar as those who're very fat, disabled, can't see, speak, listen, walk, or all white hair or no arms no legs, or anything. How do they survive, how do they get rid of these sucking feels?just ignore? dont care? there might be many answers and stories to get over it, I guess.


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