im 14, my life its so fukin gay,no one in my family likes me my fukin mom had fukin baby sister and i have to take her fukin cryin even tho shes 1 now, shes always in my shit, the only time i tell world to fuk off and chill its when i smoke weed ans get high thts the only reason i havent give all the way up, my tht recently caught me high so he doesnt talk to me any more but it dont matter cause he never did, i think im about to get kick out i hope i do so i can experience by my own even if i do bad i live in new jersey if they kick me out ima find away and go to caalifornia were there not gona find me i hope my life changes cause i dont wana leave witf them any as for god, how do we knoe if he exist, theres no prove so thts just a fukin opinion, i feel like dyin but i just dont wana give up yet even tho all the world seems agains me and i did not ask to be born.. right now the only way im hope fully gano make money its by sellin some weed damn i hope my life changes but i dont wana be witf any of my family any more i wana run away and if i come back come back 20 years later it would be cool if i was like a celebrity out of no where and they saw me on tv i would say fuk u bitch ass | |
There is a God, only one God. The question is, are you willing to find him, do you want to find him? He's been waiting on you to talk to him. He really does care about you and worries about the very things you worry about. talk to him sometime, and keep praying and seeking him until he reveals himself. YOu have to look all around you and understand that life didnt just happen by itself. God is responsible for everything you see, the skies, the stars, sun, moon, water, animals. how did this world just suddenly start itself without a God? NO amount of science can explain this.
If your life sucks, i think you need to really need look at the reasons why it sucks. Do you have a bad attitude? do you treat people with meaness? do you LOOK mad all the time? smoking or selling weed is not going to do anything for you but get you in deeper trouble.
YOu are only 14 years old, you should be in school TRYING to prepare life for yourself. If you want life to get better, you HAVE to work for it becuase i promise you, its NOT going to be handed down to you. the more you are in this weed-world, it will only put you on the streets, get your stabbed, beaten, betrayed and alone.
Oh and getting out on your own is not as glamrous or easy as you may think. right now you are very dependent on your parents for survival, food, water, shower, clothing, transportation. THEY are the reason you survive. so try respecting them a bit more. How are you going to do all this by yourself? sure getting a job will due, however finding jobs are VERY diffcult becuase everytime youre feeling out an application, youre literally going against at least 6 other people who have already applied for that position.
I believe in God, but I believe he's a cruel and sadistic God that enjoys watching his creations suffer all kinds of unimaginable horrors in this screwed up World.
Pray all you like, but God isn't taking any calls. He only intervenes when it pleases him to do so, or he can prolong your misery a bit longer. He let's you see the light at the end of the tunnel, but then makes it all goes dark seconds before you reach it. What a warped sense of humor he has..In the future, please save the sermonizing and the holier than though attitude for those who give a shit.
If you never really gave a crap then just skip my answer. The person who posted this story wondered if there was a God and i asnwered him. So obviously someone did care.
If God did every single thing for us that we wanted done, then we would not be responsible for anything ourselves. We should depend on God for directions or guidances and someone to go to when we are down, not 'do this and that, or and take care of me for the rest of my life so i wont have to work ever again." God sees ahead of us and there are some things he wont do becuase it will either put us in more trouble, maybe it isnt the right time, maybe we really don't need it after all, OR we don't deserve it.
When you treat God like a geni, nothing will ever come through. Look at it this way, we have children and we love them so much that we want to shower them with gifts, but we all know that if we do that, they wouldnt learn anything and they would be totally spoiled. God is the same way. The more you think badly of him, the longer you will not recieve anything. why should he do anything for you when you say such things about him?
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