I fucked up so bad and have put my family through hell. I can't get it together and don't know why. I took a gamble and left a job shit pay but a job and it backfired so now no christmas for the kids and just another huge let down for the wife. I have considered if i just left they would be better off but the selfish side won't let that happen because i am a chicken shit coward always have been always will be and I am doing nothing but dragging them down with me. I love them more than words but i'm sorry they got stuck with a fat ass ugly no talent bag of shit like me i pray i'll die in my sleep and everything will be alright for them I know they will miss me and all but I am an unfunctional fucked up asshole who should die and when I am finally out of the way they can move on and have the things everyone else does..... | |
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I understand and actually agree totally, however not everyone has the same mentality, and i think saying the same message in kinder words would be a far better approach.
Feeling sorry for yourself is not a credible trait, and noone likes to discover the truth of that being where they are going wrong....most deny it...or too weak to change their mindset.
I hope for the reader he sees exactly what he needs to from all these comments...Goodluck to you my brother.
Blessings
Energia
god bless u..........
Six years ago, the girl I was dating realized she was pregnant, I freaked, and ran off. I was there most of his life, and he, my son, is my world. But, I too am a fuck up.
I moved away almost three years ago, because there were no decent jobs in my field. I regreted every day, but was able to be there financially for him. If I could do it all again, I would have never left, I would have had a family.
Hold on to your family.. Take even the shitiest job, just stay and fight, please.
But anything worth having is worth fighting for. We all fuck up. I suggest you try to isolate the problem issues and get on with getting job.
It's what I'm doing. I can't change the past...only focus on the future. Being dead will only make it much harder on your family.
Pick-up the Bible and read Matthew 6:34.....Bod Bless you and I pray for you.
Time to rise.
You're getting suicidal thoughts due to inactivity, not because reality is rejecting you.
You have too much time to think about your problems. You need to think less and do more. Work on these problems, don't think about them. Thinking is over rated.
Honestly, there are so many shitheads on this planet that we need all the normal people we can get, so please, for the sake of humanity, don't kill yourself.
It sounds like you love your family very much. Let that give you strength. You can actually make a difference.
One more thing. Develop a good sense of humor. Most of the time it's other people being idiots, not you, so find humor in that.
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