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I wish i had the balls to die.

Posted by anonymous at November 9, 2010
Tags: Attitude  Mistakes  2010 November

I fucked up so bad and have put my family through hell. I can't get it together and don't know why. I took a gamble and left a job shit pay but a job and it backfired so now no christmas for the kids and just another huge let down for the wife. I have considered if i just left they would be better off but the selfish side won't let that happen because i am a chicken shit coward always have been always will be and I am doing nothing but dragging them down with me. I love them more than words but i'm sorry they got stuck with a fat ass ugly no talent bag of shit like me i pray i'll die in my sleep and everything will be alright for them I know they will miss me and all but I am an unfunctional fucked up asshole who should die and when I am finally out of the way they can move on and have the things everyone else does.....


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By anonymous at 21,Nov,10 19:49

Your family needs you. Stop feeling sorry for yourself and find a new job.
By anonymous at 09,Jan,12 04:23

this is a very direct comment, and perhaps may not be a positive affect on this person...
I understand and actually agree totally, however not everyone has the same mentality, and i think saying the same message in kinder words would be a far better approach.
Feeling sorry for yourself is not a credible trait, and noone likes to discover the truth of that being where they are going wrong....most deny it...or too weak to change their mindset.

I hope for the reader he sees exactly what he needs to from all these comments...Goodluck to you my brother.


By anonymous at 24,Nov,10 13:15

dont b worried man..every human has got a unique talent in him herself....jus try lookin for new oppotunities..nething be it big small or watever...nething dat u can move on wid..let it b slow or fast..but dont give up on life...we fail everyday..but god give us a new morning..andd that new morning is a sign dat god want us to begin fresh n show him dat he can trust us n v wont llet him d best...
god bless u..........

By anonymous at 05,Dec,10 05:01

Hold on to your family.
Six years ago, the girl I was dating realized she was pregnant, I freaked, and ran off. I was there most of his life, and he, my son, is my world. But, I too am a fuck up.
I moved away almost three years ago, because there were no decent jobs in my field. I regreted every day, but was able to be there financially for him. If I could do it all again, I would have never left, I would have had a family.
Hold on to your family.. Take even the shitiest job, just stay and fight, please.

By anonymous at 05,Dec,10 07:38

You have one thing a family! And it seems a wife that loves you and believes in you. Be greatful for that! Im married to a man that doesnt believe in me at all! With that kind of love build yourself up and go on. You will be okay! I believe you can do it! Be the man your family believes your are!
By anonymous at 16,Feb,11 17:51

i want to poo on you
By anonymous at 20,Aug,11 05:55

Your mean.

By anonymous at 16,Feb,11 17:50

i think you are probably a dysfunctional asshole. But remember the words of the great poet - "Ich weiß nicht was soll es bedeuten, daß ich so traurig bin". That roughly translates as, get up be a man a pull your wiener out your underside grill, saw the hamdogs sideways, thanksgivings coming and we're ready for chow!!!! The hot wooden porch, the scorching northern hides in skintime paddlingpools, all the family on the lawn, tire rope swings, orangeade, let the good times roll, we have hotdogs, the growth of infusion, a drunk uncle with his ass in the brambles, alls fair in love and war, genuss, genossen, be at peace my sun, the dumb truth of sunlight shall preserve you.

By anonymous at 13,May,11 12:54

I understand. I recently made a series of screw-ups that cost me my job, potentially my wife and marriage.

But anything worth having is worth fighting for. We all fuck up. I suggest you try to isolate the problem issues and get on with getting job.

It's what I'm doing. I can't change the past...only focus on the future. Being dead will only make it much harder on your family.

Pick-up the Bible and read Matthew 6:34.....Bod Bless you and I pray for you.

By anonymous at 20,Aug,11 05:56

Looks like you hit rock-bottom .

Time to rise.
By anonymous at 16,Nov,11 11:04

Or just give up.

By debra zadnowicz at 01,Oct,11 08:12

I just want out of this world

By anonymous at 16,Nov,11 22:41

i want out also -no point

By anonymous at 09,Feb,12 05:05

You have a wife? I wish I had a wife.

You're getting suicidal thoughts due to inactivity, not because reality is rejecting you.

You have too much time to think about your problems. You need to think less and do more. Work on these problems, don't think about them. Thinking is over rated.

Honestly, there are so many shitheads on this planet that we need all the normal people we can get, so please, for the sake of humanity, don't kill yourself.

It sounds like you love your family very much. Let that give you strength. You can actually make a difference.

One more thing. Develop a good sense of humor. Most of the time it's other people being idiots, not you, so find humor in that.

By anonymous at 29,Aug,12 18:42

well life does suck .. yes ive had enough been thickin of it daily.. my son was murdered .you are helpless to do anything .your family is falling apart (fallin apart)you fell like youve done everything you can .so whats the point . im tryin to find a reason to live .yes i no my family needs me ..but i dont think ive got any fight left.. i do think suicide is the weak way out .. but on my mind daily.. i will try an fight a little longer .. dont know how long for .. i do pray for a little help for my family.. but to them suffer FUCKING KILLS ME... s yes ive had enough of being a fuck up

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