LIFE SUCKS

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So, like most people would say my life sucks. I know i shouldnt be whining and crying about it but i am because a person can only take as much. I have a couple of good friends, life is good but im not happy, and why would life be good when the person living it is not happy. i could get everything i ask for but the only thing i dont get is guidance and acceptance. everyone is so stereotypical, not that people pick on me but they just stereotype me based on what i am and how i act and what i do. Why dont people just understand that we are all people it doesnt matter what race you are or any of that other stuff, we are all one thing goddammit. get over yourselves for thinking that your higher or lower than others because your all great no matter what unless your a horrible being. I always tell myself i cant do anything right because i was always put down and im pretty sure im still not that hot in getting super awesome grades and whatnot but i still have a couple of good things im good at well kinda one thing but im so out of it, ive just been so pressured and because of that i started smoking and almost sliting my wrists even though im deathly afraid of blood. i just wish that people would understand that you have to give others time to progress and learn and grow and understand what they are doing until you jugde them. I see people at my school get made fun of because of how they act or what they wear, all that usual teenage crap and i would join them kindaish but then i realized that i dont know what they are going through, like i have my problems others also have theirs and i dont wanna be a part of stupid shit like that. i just wanna be free and not give a fuck about anyone and do my own thing but not in this damn world.