LIFE SUCKS

Life Sucks!

I'm such a failure. There are so many expectations for me that I can't keep up with them. I've failed to do even one thing right in life. I'm constantly reminded of people who take oppurtunities and turn them into successes.

I can't do that. I feel pressured to do something, but I just don't know what to do!
I'm confused and lost and lack any sort of drive. I used to be a good student and made it to a prestigious college. But, I'm almost failing it because I can't do anything right. I have no social life, and I don't participate in any activities.
I'm constantly obsessed over my future and getting a job, I'm forgetting to live my present life, and I can't even do it if I tried.

I'm painfully shy and I barely have any friends. I'm overweight on top of that, and everyone in my family keeps telling me to lose weight to be healthy. I've tried - exercised and tried to control my diet, but my body simply won't respond.
I have a nice and loving family - that's the only thing right in my life - but I feel like I'm letting them down.