so, here i am. 18 year old guy, em in 2nd year( engineering student?, em in worst colleage any1 can be in.we get 10 assinments, 5 projects and 10 tests every month so em very busy with all that stuff, due to my bad performence my grades r going lower nd lower. i have joined an orgenization named AIESEC, everyday i get lot of work frm them too. em that busy that i dont even hav time to sleep, i am stressed. my parents r angry with me, i am out of money, have no friends in class.
i work for free. manytimes i hav to pay from my own pocket for that orgenization. due to my colleage and that orgenization i hav no more personal life, dont hav time for older friends and girlfriend. i really want to skip some work but thats totally impossible. all i can do is quit working for that orgenization, but then i will become a looser. i really dont know how to balance things.............................at all my life is been fucked by my ownself.i dont knw wt i should do, dont even hav tim to text my friends.many of my classmates r my enemy, they dont like me neither do i. many times i wanted to suicide,but i dont hav courage to do so, may be coz i luv my mom nd dont wnt to liv her.
i liv in a hostel, my roommates sucks. bloody pieces of shit. i hate almost every1 around me. i am getting more annoying day by day. al last i all i can see in my future is darkness............ :( | |
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