ever feel at your most happy when your down on your ass, with nobody and nothing? well i do, i know i make certain decisions in life to end up on my own, i push anybody who tries to get close away so i can stay alone, i thrive off the feeling of loneliness and depression, it's formed my personality, i'm in my early 20's but am fully aware if i continue i will waste my life, i have a job i hate that pays practically nothing, i have an array of debt, i have no girlfriend - i am in no way anywhere near the place i thought i would be by now. I have two choices: 1. decide that life doesn't matter i'm 1 person on this rock hurtling through space, i'm not going to make a difference and it's just so happened that my life is going to be an average joe shit one OR 2. i can get myself wherever it is i want to be in life; it's down to me, bite the bullet, grab the bull by the horns, whatever the fuck you want to say - i become somebody, do what i want on this little spit of sand racing through space. You know it's media, films, news stories even music all teach us that we should be somebody special. We all expect morpheus to appear to us one day and tell us we are the one, discover that we have an amazing talent at a sport or get picked to be in a film because the director just had to have us when he saw us buying our groceries.So we sit back and wait...and wait...and wait...but nothing comes, 99% of us are average people, that are going to lead boring lives, cut our lawns and die. Bottom line??
I DON'T WANT TO CUT MY LAWN.
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