Everyone thinks things are great, but little do they know. It is all a illusion. My Life sucks, just going though the motions, but no connection to others. Since I was a child, I was an outsider in my own family. Even to this day, I really still am an outsider. I wake each day, I go to work and do the things I am suppose to do- Little does everyone know I am dying inside-what sucks the most is it really doesn't matter, there is no one it matters to, or no one who cares.Sometimes, I wish when my mom was trying to kill me it would of just happened. | |
but I know its not that easy-
sometimes we have to bottom-out into our suicidal pathetic stupors to realize you sometimes have to experience whats its like to fuck shit up and have a drink and...well it wears off
well , were here to do even the unthinkable - who cares anyways? if your supposed to be dead why not just have a blast, grab a drink and be on your way eh?
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