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My story plays like a lifetime movie.

Posted by anonymous at October 6, 2010
Tags: Family  2010 October  Relationship

When I was young, my parents were both drugged out most of the time. I grew up being afraid of my dad since he would beat us after he got home from work. After about 3th grade, my mom was clean and left my dad. We spent some time with different family members before moving in with my grandma. My uncles would watch us...I still have dreams of him bringing me into the bathroom. I was being molested by my uncle and he only got caught because he started doing it to his own kids. I try the best I can to forget it all. But in my lowest of low days, the memory replays like a damn movie.... years later, I met this boy. I was 14 and we married when I turned 18. He was controlling and ran my life. I lost nearly all of my friends. It ended after several years of beatings and emotional stress. It has now been 2 years and I just turned 25. I'm lost now. Have been for a while. I've turned needy and lonely and when a guy starts giving me attention, I fall for it and get suckerd in, only to be hurt again. I'm trying to go through school but I feel stupid, like, who am I kidding? Am I actually going to be able to finish this? I don't know what else there is to look forward to anymore. I'm broken. Who wants something like that.


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By anonymous at 09,Oct,10 15:21

Im not gonna go into the jesus BS, what you need is to cut the relationships for a while at least until you are able to take care of yourself so when a man fucks u over u wont be vulnerable after, you need money everyone needs it to get money you need a job and for that education is helpful, therefore just try your best and dont give up, yes easier said than done but if everyone would give up and do nothing well we might just all lay down and die.


By anonymous at 09,Oct,10 18:25

Finish school...Then work on you getting a job. You will find someone over time.


By anonymous at 15,Oct,10 01:48

This "Jesus BS" is where you're going to find a community of support. I know you won't be able to cut relationships, because everyone's looking for love and if you have had a taste of it, you won't stop looking until you find the perfect love. I know, I've been there. I'm broken too... NO MAN will ever be able to give you perfect love. I'm tellin' you, this Christ guy gives you perfect love. He is God and he doesn't care how broken you are, He loves you. Perfect... love. Be brave, go to your nearest church, tell the pastor your story, and ask him for the Church's help. You can do this!!!


By anonymous at 16,Oct,10 22:54

Hey. I am sorry. I agree. There is no one outside of God that can really help. Even He is silent most of the time through the toughest damn times of our life. I have no idea why. Maybe it’s to help others who have been through trouble. Come visit me at www.lifebyphil.com as a new friend in the fire. Been through a lot of crap too but there is a reason for it. Make a comment and maybe you can help encourage people as well. Phil


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