How to overcome
your powerty demons

Stop Anxiety
and panic attacks

Get Paid For
Using Social Sites!

Save Your Relationship
No Matter How Bad
Your Situation Appears

LIFE SUCKS

Stories submitted by real people.

[Tell Your Story]

Categories:

Abuse  Addictions  Alcohol  Anger  Anxiety  Appearance  Attitude  Bad Luck  Childhood  Crime  Death  Disappointment  Drinking  Drugs  Environment  Failure  Family  Friendship  General  Health  Independent circumstances  Job  Justice  Juvenile problems  Life Story  Loneliness  Meaninglessness  Mistakes  Money  Philosophical  Poverty  Prank  Racial  Relationship  Religion  Reputation  School  Sexuality  Society  Sociopathy  Stepdad  Stepmom  Stress  Tragic Events  Unemployment  Violence  


Archive by Month:
July 2012
2012 June
2012 May
2012 April
2012 March
2012 February
2012 January
2011 December
2011 November
2011 October
2011 September
2011 August
2011 July
2011 June
2011 May
2011 April
2011 March
2011 February
2011 January
2010 December
2010 November
2010 October
2010 September
2010 August
2010 July
2010 June
2010 May
2010 April
2010 March
2010 February
January 2010
December 2009
November 2009
October 2009
September 2009
August 2009
July 2009
June 2009
May 2009
April 2009
March 2009
February 2009
January 2009
November 2008
October 2008
September 2008
May 2008
February 2008
January 2008


Ads:

The point? Is there?

Posted by josh at October 2, 2010
Tags: Juvenile problems  2010 October

Well Im 15 and everysince we moved to the new place my whole life has seemed to just blow up in my face and get worse since third grade. Only recently have a learned what it is like to have at least a few friends but even then I still fell alone. My parents hate my guts wheter they like to show it or not and cant wait to get me out of the house. Ive tried telling them I want to kill; myself or that IM losing my mind but they only think IM "lying" or being stuipd. They hit me, call me names, cuss at my face and put me down constantly. Have I thought about suicide? Of course I have, multiple times. Maybe even taking the sorry lot with me or burning the place before I do. No matter how hard Ive tried I cant do well in schoo as shown by my grades and sports are all but a joke. Ive tryed to find faith in god but hes done little to help me if not at all. I just cant see a way through all of this. Forget calling a stuipd suicide hotline, their just people miles away I will never meet. So, who knows, maybe You'll see me on your local news one day. I am done with this.


Votes:


Similar Entries:
life is pointless July 24, 2010
Absurdism April 3, 2011
What's The Point? March 20, 2012
What's the point? December 22, 2010
What is the meaning of all this ? January 21, 2012



New Comment

Comments:
By Zoe at 04,Oct,10 13:25

Is there anyone else you can live with, a grandparent, uncle, aunt, friend's family? Sometimes parents are just not worth the bother.
See a doctor for some anti-depressants (yes, they actually work).
Can you do your schooling differntly, like at an adult education facility? Contact your local council or even look in the phone book to see waht is available in your area.
Get a job at McDonalds or Subway, and become their best worker. It will give you so much self-confidence and that will lead you to greater things.
Remember, it's a cliche, but a journey of a thousand miles begins with a single step, and your first step is to get away from your parents.
Good luck, sweetheart.


By anonymous at 05,Oct,10 21:10

if you need support email me: mmplayerette@yahoo.com and i'll help you in any way possible. NO JOKE!!! i know what its like to not want to live, but i got through it, and i wanna help you


By Maya at 06,Oct,10 00:02

never lose faith. I will pray for every night. I know you dont believe there is a point now, but trust me there is. I know I dont know you, but I love you. You are a beautiful person whether you believe it or not. Your life is valuable, even though you dont feel like it. I love you, Josh.


By anonymous at 06,Oct,10 22:28

Josh your are wonderful,smart and destined for greatness!! I know that you are because JESUS says so. Don't you dare give up! If you do then your enemies win. (yes family can be your own worse enemy) sad but true! I do know what it is like to feel rejected, even now, I still face rejection alot and I'm 33. Some days I really want to quit but I hear the voice of reason which is the holy spirit, saying; "don't do it, it's not your decision to make", because we belong to HIM, HE created us. Thats why I know JESUS loves you, Josh. He put you here for HIS purpose. HE is your parent. Trust and love HIM-JEHOVAH, HE will show you the way! If you can get a bible and read what is says about our beloved father- JEHOVAH. You will come to have peace and knowledge-wisdom, contentment, faith, and most importantly, love. I do love you as well and I wish I could say it to you personally because we all need to feel loved, Josh.

May the good LORD grant you peace and new life through HIS son JESUS.


By anonymous at 17,Sep,12 01:03

Those bible infected meme-plague victims always try to prey on vunerable people. Why they always "helping" people. (paid back 1000 fold in tithes and more viral marketing.


New Comment