my life over the last 3 years has gone down the drain, i got a girl i was just seeing pregnant, i work at my familys business that doesnt even provide enough to pay me 100 a week and i work there 6 days a week 10-9, i stuck it out with my babys mother mainly for my baby and partly cuz i love her, if i didnt have a daughter i would throw my life away to the gangs somewhere in LA and serve them so i could have a meaning. but now i live for my baby just cant provide for her. the job market is so shitty and i just received 2 misdemeanors that i have to go to court for on monday. my first time ever being charged with anything. my girl is horrible at money management but she is the one making the money right now so i can only say so much when she wants to buy stupid shit like starbucks and head bands. we currently live with my older bro and sis and parents(who are addicted to several substances) but dont make the money to support their habbits so they borrow money from one place to pay the other and get a fix in between. i could really go on about it but whats the point? | |