LIFE SUCKS

Everybody Has a Breaking Point.

I think I hit mine. I'm not looking to get other people's sympathy or rack up suckage points. I'm here to express myself. I was severely abused as a child and as a result isolate myself. I am very lonely, but am too afraid to make friends. I am trying to go to college, but neither my mom nor her boyfriend support me. I found out I can't trust them today because they broke into my room when I was gone. I go to school everyday to learn, but instead wish all day that I could be sociable or have freinds like everybody else. I'm 18, a senior in high school, and my life just plain sucks. It might not seem that way to most, but to each his own. Everybody has different breaking points, whether you be a mother whose son is dying of cancer and condescends on young people's despair, or a teenager like me. And I think I've hit mine between a really big rock and a very hard place. Stress is killing me between my job and high school, and each day I lose a little more motivation to be a psychiatrist. I'm capable, but not inspired. I have no friends to support me, and most people just write me off as some drug addict because of my long hair. Maybe I should turn to them. At least it would give my life meaning again.