LIFE SUCKS

the streets

Iam 54 and live on the street. Most my family is dead. Those left dont help me much. Iam disabled but the government doesnt see it that way. I dont expect to
live a long time out here. Id like to be here when jesus returns but I think that still a ways off. I was abused as a child, had a bad marriage, my one child didnt turn out well. I am a giveing person but i havent a single friend in this world. If it wasnt for bad luck I wouldnt have any at all. I think I might like to get a life but I dont seem to be able to get going. Despite the tough life ive had, I know I greatly added to my own problems. This is hard to live with as I still have some family that needs help. I am not in a postion to help them. If this is not enough to deal with Iam not in on whats going on so i dont fit in anywere. I hope I do better in the next life hope i make it.
Till then life sssssssssssssssssssssssucks.