I don't know why i am living, why somebody gave me this life, i don't want it. I'm only 18 years old but you know i don't want my life to be soo normal. Like going to school get a job married etc. I want something different. Maybe I just need somebody to love, I guess. I have never been loved before. I'm to shy to talk to girls. Sometimes I just think my life is one big tv show, with cameras pointing at me 24/7. There has to happen something, or well i don't know what I'm going to do next. | |