LIFE SUCKS

Terrible Summer

After 19 years of never getting a girl, despite having a lot to offer, not being a pushover, looking decent, I finally find a girl who I thought was different from the rest. After two years, and after deciding to propose at the end of the summer, she leaves me out of the blue for her best friend's recent ex-husband - he's a drug dealer, he cheated on her, they had an awful relationship, he's dropped out of college: he is the last person in the world I'd ever want to see her with. I was good to her, we never fought, I'm putting myself through college. She's with him, her ex-bestie is with a new guy - everyone hooked up and I'm the lonely one, betrayed and pushed out.

I had to move out, spent so much more money and had to live wherever would take me, and despite all that, have *still* been nothing but good and respectful and walked away. I am 2 hours away from anybody close. Then I lost my already lackluster job for no fault of my own. Then my car broke down. Then I lost my pets. Then back to the same rejection- despite trying to hit it off with any girls, I maintain a perfect record of failure - not even one quick date, not even from a DATING site! I am innocent in all of these affairs and I feel like I have been sentenced the death penalty.