LIFE SUCKS

well yup it sucks

my dad loves my sister. mom loves my brother. i have one cool relative he has cancer. i have an overly religious grandmother who talks shit. a crazy aunt. i never knew one grandfather. no family lives to where i moved. i grew up in one state for 12 years and was ripped away from friends and fun..memories. it hurts everyday. my luck is horrible. everyday is a struggle. i have no job im 16. no car. fighting with my girlfriend. losing friends. horrible grades in school. treated like nothing. everyday the stress mounts. i cant leave the house without my computer and room being raided and feel like that i cant even have that. my parents dont understand and ionly try to have fun to get away. i probally have the worst luck in the world. so bad i got a prison tattoo on my arm that says "luck" i thought it would work. trust me it dosent. my life isnt what i want..it killing me inside and im absolutley in depression. all i do is sleep. eat. or go out with friends and get my mind off my shitty exicstence. my mom yesterday listed off why im worthless right in front of my girlfriend. had to wait in a charity line for school shit. brother and sister were bought school shoes i was not. everyday i dread waking the fuck up. and shit can only get worse my whole life. if its not one thing its another. i fucking hate it and im so done with everyone and everything in my fucking life.