LIFE SUCKS

id rather not be even though i am.

we have differnt restrictions in society that we have that are different. I t actually makes me wish i was ugly. For instance, i cant give my sister tips on what she wears bc if i say it looks bad (and im being honest and only wanna help) shell tell me that "not everyone can look like you, randi" in a snide voice. It makes me feel bad as a person that i cant even help her on anything as far as appearances go. All my life shes told me "i wish i looked like you" and "i hate you" playfully. but she doesnt realize that it really gets to me.
another thing is that some ppl in society will decide that they dont like you solely bc you are beautiful and they are not. (some are thinking "well, thats their loss" but....that also begins to eat you inside after a while. And that is only a glimpse of the life of beautiful people. Isnt so beautiful, is it? appearances can be deceiving.