LIFE SUCKS

wtf

alright so i met this girl in highschool when we were both 17. im 20 now i been in the marine corps for over 2 years and we've been together the whole time and everything is cool. i tried to see if she wanted to get married because i could make more money so when i come out i can be better off. she doesnt wanna do it because she doesnt have a degree yet? what the hell sence does that make. we both love each other and we put in enoupgh time so why is she doing this. it hurts me to think about it and i been using her to have sex when i go on vacation back home but apart of me still has feelings for her even tho she didnt want to commit and strengthen are future more so pretty much i got fucked and it still haunts me till this day that im living like shit for her reasons cause she is to selfish cause shes clearly thinking about herself and not both of us.