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too much drama'n'trauma

Posted by anonymous at July 7, 2012
Tags: July 2012

when i was little, my daycare teacher abused me. She bit me so hard once it left bruises. I went through kindergarten to 4 th grade happily. But when i got to the summer i was going into sixth grade i got a crush on my neighbor who i was already friends with his sisters. His mom was like mine,my parents had fought alot so i went next door with my best friends and my boyfriend andmy mom figure. One day the girls went to visit their relatives in a different state for the summer. Then the boys left. My mother figure, who me and my best friends loved so much was found... dead. I was depressed, started middle school as the only goth, then i started noticing personality changes. One so happy, so funny, had no paiQaving more insomnia, personality changes, ans misunderstanding words and misreading. More headaches too
I have always been different, what remember how but i ended up on my couch. Ive always been different, im called crazy, stupid, worthless to society. But when i look in the mirror, all i see is a 12 year old girl who has been torchered, abused, betrayed, and lost since she was born. I am 2 people. I keep it to myself, everyone thinks its acting. I am different. And i know i am evil. My parents fight, my cousin cost me one of my best friends with drama. And my other best friends are unknowingly replacing me. I can not love, for all i am is destructive, and hateful. I only trust God. I know he will never doubt me, even when i doubt myself.


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By anonymous at 11,Jun,13 00:30

Why do you think you're evil? That doesn't really add up if you trust God.


By random girl at 19,Sep,13 12:52

too sad a life for a kid who is barely a teen. when i was your age i would not have said everything that you related as to the young me life wasnt but "hanging out with friends" and all the shallow things normally done by everyone. Youve gone through so much shit i wish i could do something to mitigate your heavy load. pls hang in there. your strong faith in the almighty God will pay off and He will bless you with a life sweeter than honey. :)


By Nike Free 3.0 Amphibious Men at 26,Oct,14 16:30

When American diplomats came to visit Grader,


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