I'm 17 years old. My life has always been full of disappointments. When I was 8, my parents split up. I didn't even care then. I've never been close with either of them so I just learned how to deal with it. Then, when I became a teen, I realised that I'm alone and always have been. Nobody cares, nobody supports me. I never see my parents- my mother works late and I haven't been speaking to my father for over two years because his idea of parenting was giving me money each month and that was it. My parents screwed me up so bad taht I can't commit to anyone, I'm just too frightend even though I know I need it more than anything else. I'm depressed. It first happened when I was 15 and still, I kind of can't get rid of it. When I was 16, I moved 300 km away from home, transfered to a bording school, started to fight depression and anorexia, but it keeps coming back, even though I've tried everything, left everything behind and tried to make myself happy. But all I got was this: I fell in love with my gay friend and got rejected, but I expected that; became bulimic and kept being depressed. All the time. Still.Life sucks. | |
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