I hate it even more now,all I could think of is anger and frustration and sadness. I am suffering from major depression and I can't heal myself.i hate where I am now and I hate everything about this country. All my life has been about caring for others Shit! But I'm tired when I'm being taken for granted. Nobody is truthful and honest.Fuck! I've been alone and lonely for as long as I can remember. Why is this life so unfair because it was made unfair for some people. I wonder everyday when will my last day be? I can't stand being here but I have to be here....
I've always hoped for miracles in life but once a blue moon it will arise and I'm thankful for that. Sadly,my life is a hard and depressing ones. People don't understand my frustration or maybe I don't understand myself. I wish to just go farther away from everyone ,I wanna run away to a place where I can start anew. I wish things were better and different... But who am I to change the world when I can't even look at my own dark world.....why was I borned hopeless and a fool when my name bears the meaning of hope..... | |
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