I hate my fucking life, been married for 5 years, 2nd time with the same woman, we were married in 1999 divorced 2001 then remarried 2007.. I have anger issues which she does seem to understand that her kids SUCK.. They don't give a fuck about me, her or the house.. They treat my and the wife like fucking slaves. So last week I lost it just lost it and then we seem to put eventhing back together I apologized again for my outburst but it doesn't matter. I told her how i felt like an outsider - nothing.. Now the 2 little fucks are graduating college and we're having a party for them and I don't want to be here.. This weekend I am meeting with some friends to watch hockey, drink beer and eat burgers just before the party on Saturday night.. I plan on riding my HOG to meet the boys, can't promise I will come back at all. If the opportunity presents itself I am going to look for a way out of this measible rotton life. Yeh I know ge thelp, so fucking what. Even if I get help I am on double secret probation and cant even get the least bit ticked off or it's fucking divorce.. I am so fucking tired of all this stress and not feeling like I matter to this woman.. No matter what I do how well I overcome this obstacle I still end up a looser.. WORD to all of you DON'T FUCKING GET MARRIED.. It's not worth.. I am sure this bitch of mine has already talked to a lawyer. So if I self terminate like I plan she get's nothing - slit the wrist, take some pills, blow my head off - she gets 0.. Perhaps that's the way out. | |
Well just when the brats are leaving and flying the nest, NOW you kick it and run??? It doesn't make sense? They are going to be gone (those kids) are they yours? If they are- the reason they are monsters is because they are a product of their parents. If they are not yours, then you don't have to take the brunt of my disdain. I don't know why people have children when they don't want them. There's plenty of people out there that would love to have kids- but can't. What the fuck is the problem with adoption? It's like people have children, they don't want em, and then they bitch when they keep em. Why did you have em in the first place???? Whatever- Go ride your motorcycle, get laid by some slut in the nasty bar bathroom, and get a divorce. I AM SO GLAD YOU'RE NOT MY HUSBAND! Do yourself a favor too- get a vesectomy! Men suck.
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Good luck, and remember, don't listen to these pussies, make the right fucking choice.
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