I can't stand life anymore it all seems so pointless to me. Everything and everyone that I have ever cared for goes away. I have no friends and have been lonely for awhile. All I want is one person one single god damn person that I can talk to if I had that I feel as if I would be ok. I feel like hurting myself sometimes and if someone anyone would care enough to listen to me I might not want to end my life. The hardest part is attempting to reach out to someone desperatly only to find out that they really don't care. |
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There's three email accounts- so I make four... Hey bud, I think everyone feels like they have no friends. Heck, I'm forty and I can count on one hand (not even) my friends. Thank god I've got my family! But making friends is really tough. You're right, you have to reach out to make friends, and it's scary, you're putting yourself out there to be rejected, ignored, and dismissed. Trust me, I know how you feel. But I guess all I can say is that you have to keep trying. There are plenty of people that can relate- and who are in the same exact situation. Don't give up. Be strong, take a chance and reach out!
We're all rootin for you!
Cursed
Believe it or not, most of us have felt like you do right now at some point in our lives. The thing to remember is that it will get better, but you have to give it time and sometimes effort. You have the power to change things. I think back on all the hard times in my life when I felt like ending it, and how glad I was later that I had not acted on those feelings. Hard times pass. BTW, have you tried going to a pastor? Many are great counselors and can help get you moving in the right direction.
-madonna stripper
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