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What happened to my life?

Posted by Beyond sad girl at May 3, 2012
Tags: 2012 May  Relationship

I'm a 35 year old attractive woman. Married for 4 years with no children (not by choice).
I married a man who was not my type but I fell in love with the fact that he was such a Good guy and he adored me. And I later grew to love him. People always joke with him and say how did you score her as your wife. And I never cared what people thought about us because he was perfect for me and that's all that mattered. I love him! But over the years he stopped being intimate with me. I tried to ignore the fact that my husband didn't want to have sex with me by working extra hard at work and slimming down to my high school size (and I was already small). I'm not bragging but I have a body of a toned teenager and a face of a movie star and my husband does not want to have sex with me. The bigger problem is that we both want kids. How the fuck can we have kids if we don't have sex. On top of that his sister moved into our two bedroom condo. It was suppose to be a couple months it's been a whole year! I'm lying here with my husband beside me and my sister i law down the hall and I'm thinking I'm 35 years old but feel and look like I'm 25 and I hate my life!!!!
How did I get here?!?!?!?!?!? There's so much more to write about how bad things are but I'm tired and I've never spilled my problems on an open forum before. This is so not me. But I can't talk to anyone about this because everyone in my life thinks my life is perfect. But it's not! I've actually been online for 3 hours trying to figure out how to end it all. The only thing stopping me is the thought of my Mother, Father, Brother, Sister, cousins, aunts and uncles and my Grandmother ( who's 98yrs old). If only I could just die and not hurt them. If only. I have to go the pain is to much.


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By at 03,May,12 09:20

Good day jamrag!! Dont lie, You are as fat as a piggy on a farm of heather. You are like burger king, you have food your way. Your husband does not have sex with you because you smell of elderberries, and are a midget. GOD SAVE THE QUEEN
By anonymous at 03,May,12 11:09

meow mreow?
By anonymous at 14,May,13 09:16 Fold Up

Troll die


By poolboyjames.weebly.com at 03,May,12 11:02

LOL this one is bonkers.. (btw not laughing at you.. just laughing at how weird this situation sounds)

i am a 27yr old male. i think your husband is watching porn and/or seeing someone else

i think u should tell him that either of those r forms of cheating on you and tell him to stop.. if he doesn't admit to this then try to catch him in the act somehow and give him an ultimatum

note this is just my opinion so take it or leave it.. be wise in how u deal with it..

but i don't see how he doesn't want to have sex other than he is getting off elsewhere somewhere somehow


By Cursed at 03,May,12 14:44

Dear friend-
Go talk to a therapist. They can tell you what to do- you're certainly not lacking in self-esteem, that's for sure...
Cursed


By at 03,May,12 16:06

If you have a body of a toned teenager and a face of a movie star and your husband does not want to have sex with you, then he is either gay or your ugly as fuck and living in denial... THE END
And HOLY SHIT YOUR GRANDMA IS 98 YEARS OLD???? WTF
By ME at 04,May,12 04:54

Dood, You're a fucken idiot. Walk into traffic and die you dumbass
By at 04,May,12 08:43

Her grandma should do that .. I mean wtf!!! 98 years old???????
Then maybe you should follow, and make my day.
By anonymous at 04,May,12 09:35

DOOOOOOOOOOOOOOD. Dude?


By anonymous at 03,May,12 18:25

Forget about life. Become a call girl. Specialize in anal. Good luck.
By Mire at 04,May,12 04:48

Forget about life you idiot! Shut up and suck your dad's cock you ass-munchin, balls-lickin fucken fagtard.


By anonymous at 04,May,12 05:58

Your life isn't that bad. You might just be in denial that you love the man your with. Not having kids with him might be a godsend. Being how attractive you claim to be get a new man.


By justme at 04,May,12 15:46

Beyond sad girl,

I'm sorry, but I think that - unless your husband is going through something very difficult right now - he probably has someone else. Hmmm, could it be that he got tired of living up to your perfect self? Talk about it, have a honest conversation with him.

And independently of what happens next, please focus on the good things you do have. All your family, you are only 35, your looks. I'm sure there are more qualities, you just didn't share them with the open forum. By the way do you notice that, when referring to yourself, you never mention anything character-wise but only look-wise..?
By Cursed at 04,May,12 16:36

Good point Just Me-


By anonymous at 05,May,12 05:45

its probably because your so self centered!!
giiiiirrrllll please!! stop trying to be perfect and be a wife u idiot! if u seriously wanna die over that your fucked in the head!! ppl could only dream about having a life like yours!!


By Spread out at 05,May,12 11:41

You need to give and receive. Oral and anal.


By anonymous at 21,Nov,12 18:31

What if he isnt able to have children and knows that you want them. Maybe this is why he dosn't want to have sex. you should confront the issue anyway, if you dont like your life change it.


By anonymous at 28,Nov,12 19:44

I'm sorry to hear , you deserve better life is too short to stress and worry about a on going situation that seems to never be fix tell him that if he wants to keep you in his life he needs to please you, spend time an effort in the relationship things don't just work it takes effort to make a relationship work be strong you see the situation it either takes effort to make it better or it wont work at all your already thinking about leaving him so your at the end of the rope , it's either going to take effort that both people are willing to make it work or it won't work at all . It takes two people for healthy relationship. Be strong girl!!


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