I was not doing very well 15 years ago and decided to leave the USA for a new start. I managed to land a job in Saudi Arabia and spent 15 years there working and saving. During my time away I didnt come home for 8 years even for a visit. My first trip home I purchased a home and let my mother stay there and went back to Saudi. I spent another 6 years working to pay off school loans child support and other items and came back to the USA. I managed to land a job and was happy to be back. I now had a wife and 2 children a good home and a giod dog. A few months later I lost my job as our company was hurting as all companies were. I slowly went broke and lost everything and moved to another state to work in a family business that soon after started hurting also. Now I am jobless homeless and 48. My wife hates me and my children say i have destroyed their life. My wife tells me directly she hates me but stays for the children. This is just my story outlined the details make me cry just thinking so I will expand later. As for today I think I am ready to go on to heaven as I cant take anymore. | |
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When people get married, it's for "BETTER or FOR WORSE". Apparently, your wife has forgotten this? In anycase, she has no right to be pissed off, just because she's no longer living in a "life-style" that she got accustomed to- It proves how materilistic she is... It blows my mind! Just because your wife can't get her hair or her nails done or "gasp" she may actually have to get a JOB! There is nothing more that I despise, than a materialistic, souless, bitch-bag, who cares for nothing but her own self-indulgence. AGGGGGHHHHHH! Why? why did you marry this person? I feel for you. But I also want to point out- "YOU reap what you sow". You didn't see these shallow, materialistic, tendencies when you dated? Welcome to reality. I'd say get divorced now that you don't have anything- and the next time around, find yourself a nice gal who doesn't mind rolling up their sleeves and working for a living!
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I was a managing director of a large European company and have been reduced to cleaning carpets for a living whilst trying to travel from the UK to Sweden every month to see my young children.
I, like you am tired, angry, embarrassed and ashamed...... my mother died a few months ago and my father is recovering from heart surgery. I have had no money to pay for child support for 5 months and things are not looking good.
The danger and reality is that you "see no future"..... something I struggle with every day. Suicide is an option, but it's the last option, and it is the most selfish option. All I wanted was to be a good father and now I feel like I am failing and falling.
I hope things turn for you and believe we create our own luck..... so go create.... it really is never too late.
Good Luck, you are not alone.
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